"The possibility of gay abandonment"

Very much still alive. Details to come on the nature of my whereabouts or whatever, but probably post my journey back to the Burgh, aka Monday. For now, something I just can't contain a minute longer lest I might explode: my megacrush on Rachel Maddow, but only when she wears the sexy blue glasses she wore on Letterman the other night. I'm talkin' to you, Rachel Maddow.